A love story

There I was being convinced by a friend to come to a party.I didnt know anybody there but seemed like it was going to be fun.I agreed.Dolled up and heart pounding, I entered, people seemed nice, the music was nice too.My heart started coming back to normal when all of a sudden it missed a beat. I saw HIM.It was really HIM.I saw him and I just knew it was meant to be.HE just seemed so perfect , so amazingly perfect for ME. My friend introduced US. HE smiled.That angelic smile with a glint in his eyes.WE spoke and that was it.

He called me the next day.I had no idea he had my number.We went away that weekend and spent 2 days together.It was beautiful. People would say I was stupid to go away with a person I barely knew.But I knew him. I trusted him. I loved him. Oh My God.I loved him. But it felt nice.It was a match made in Heaven. I continued to meet him everyday. We fought. We laughed.We cried. We were US. He was everything I wanted and more.I tailor made all my future plans according to him.He didn't ask me to.I just did. He made me smile. He made me laugh.He gave me everything I could ask for , sometimes before me asking. He gave me friends too. Amazing ones.

I cant even describe how much I have changed since I met him. I have really changed. It was perfect. And now that I think of it : TOO PERFECT TO BE TRUE. Why? Because he changed or maybe he didnt. But he didnt want me anymore. He didnt want the strong person that I was . He wanted those bimbos. He didnt want the constructive criticism I used to give.He wanted a girl who would laugh and cry on cue. He didnt want someone who would stand upto him. He wanted someone who would agree to everything he said. He didnt want someone who would speak their mind. He wanted someone who couldnt/wouldnt think.He didnt want ME . He wanted HER.

HER who was my friend. I introduced them. I let them hang together. We all took a trip together. It was in that trip that I began to realise. But I chose to ignore. Which couples dont have their not-so-good moments? But then once when He chose her over everyone else present I realised it was not just a moment between US , it was a moment between THEM. There SHE was gloating in front of the world about how he had chosen HER and I slipped to the curtains, distancing myself to hide my tears.Why did he see her tears? Why couldnt he see mine? I was there longer. I cared more. I loved HIM more.We came back and I tried my best to get things back to normal but it didnt.I tried and tried but it didnt.

Today : I have finally let go. I gave back all the things I had that belonged to HIM.EVERYTHING!!! I came to know yesterday that HE has finally moved in with HER.THEY are starting a new life together. I'm happy for THEM. But in the end , its MY kids that will suffer!!!

Ps : It may or may not be fictional .It may or may not be about you. :D But its from MY heart!!There are very few people who are going to understand the story the way I meant it to be! Otherwise enjoy it just as a story !!!

16 comments:

  Ram Kumar K

30 March 2008 at 22:03

hmmm...dont worry...sub ka number ayega :-)

  a new philosopher is born

30 March 2008 at 23:46

i will just leave a smile with u
:)
because...

  suren

31 March 2008 at 00:07

will i understand it the way u have written it ???? i guess i should !

  Shiva

31 March 2008 at 00:38

nice blog
keep posting

  Proneat

31 March 2008 at 10:35

The I, HE,SHE,ME,THEM were used amazingly to mean a whole lot of things!! Luvd ya post...great one!

  Lena

31 March 2008 at 13:05

i hope it is fictional, because it might have hurt so much. You described the happiness and the pain so lively that i never would love it to be a true story.

Great post!

  unpretentious_diva

31 March 2008 at 13:39

Self-Love is the only love possible.

Love yourself your capabilities, your skills and character, the person who will understand its worth righteously, will be able to be loved by you and to love you.

And there is no reason to be sad for a person who never really was worthy of your expression of love.

Love is just an expression that the other person (whom you love) is worthy for you. His character, his choices and his reason decides his worth.

  Wanderlust

31 March 2008 at 22:49

thoda sa confusing tha..

but i managed to figure out

:-)

nice one..

  Rashi V

31 March 2008 at 22:54

@ Ram Kumar

I hope so!!!

@ New philosopher

Still with smile :D

  Rashi V

31 March 2008 at 22:57

@ Suren

Maybe you do maybe you don't!! :)

@Shiva

Your wish is my command. I will keep posting :)

  manorath

31 March 2008 at 22:59

love yourself.. whn u r in love with u, u wont ever be taken for granted by any HIM r HER.. anyway does any HIM r HER matter whn what matters is U?

keep smiling....:)

  Rashi V

31 March 2008 at 23:07

@ Manorath

I know no1 else matters but sometimes you just let people come close to you!!

  shehzaan

31 March 2008 at 23:34

is it true?

Well put!

I loved reading it!

Keep it up!

  Tina

1 April 2008 at 20:57

This is fiction rite?

Lotta feelings expressed in this post...

For me god is love i have been in love and have been hurt and it was after all that i belvd that god will send u the rite person wen its tym..till then have fun...dnt go lookin for love..u deserve the best and belv that
Cheers
Tee

  Ash D

14 April 2008 at 22:12

nice. A lot of depth....

it's kinda similar to how i wrote a story once. Dunno if u intended it to give an effect which i had in mind or whether your idea of how this shd have an effect on others is different...

  Ferrin B

5 June 2008 at 02:19

hi rashi, new to your blog. that post was really heart touching. i loved it.