They told me it would tough. I said I was tough too.
You warned me it wont be easy. I replied you dont know me yet.
Now,
It's getting tough. I can feel the heat.
I can feel the emotions inside me swell.
I tell myself I can go on. But I dont want to. I have to.
There is so much at stake.I cant go back now.
I'm a different person than what I was.
I pretended to be strong. I pretended to be something I'm not.
People have done this before. I tell myself.
But its tough. Really tough.
I want it all.The whole deal.
This is just an amuse bouche.
It sucks.
This is what I signed up for, but this isnt what I want.
Kinda like not liking what you order at a restaurant.
Take it with a pinch of salt.
"Hell, this aint food.This is life. Your's and someone's too.
This aint a joke. Weren't you forewarned?
Didn't you know it wasn't going to be normal?"
Give up.Give in.COWARD.
This aint me. I have to make this work.
Be more secure.Be less me.
Cry less. Think less. Trust more.
I wanted this. I want this.
Life isnt a bed of roses. You get the thorns too.
It not going to be like this for long.
I HATE THIS.
I dont want this. I need this.
I dont deserve this.
Give up. Give in.
NO!
Wait and watch.
Make it work.
Accept yourself, accept it the way it is.
Accept life!
You warned me it wont be easy. I replied you dont know me yet.
Now,
It's getting tough. I can feel the heat.
I can feel the emotions inside me swell.
I tell myself I can go on. But I dont want to. I have to.
There is so much at stake.I cant go back now.
I'm a different person than what I was.
I pretended to be strong. I pretended to be something I'm not.
People have done this before. I tell myself.
But its tough. Really tough.
I want it all.The whole deal.
This is just an amuse bouche.
It sucks.
This is what I signed up for, but this isnt what I want.
Kinda like not liking what you order at a restaurant.
Take it with a pinch of salt.
"Hell, this aint food.This is life. Your's and someone's too.
This aint a joke. Weren't you forewarned?
Didn't you know it wasn't going to be normal?"
Give up.Give in.COWARD.
This aint me. I have to make this work.
Be more secure.Be less me.
Cry less. Think less. Trust more.
I wanted this. I want this.
Life isnt a bed of roses. You get the thorns too.
It not going to be like this for long.
I HATE THIS.
I dont want this. I need this.
I dont deserve this.
Give up. Give in.
NO!
Wait and watch.
Make it work.
Accept yourself, accept it the way it is.
Accept life!
16 comments:
31 July 2008 at 00:12
Nice Nice. I read it two times. Not cos I din get it in the first go. I read it again cos I like it :)
I'm a different person then what I was.
I think that "then" was a typo and it should be "than"..right?
When I was reaading it...I read that restaurant line and I thought the same thing..."wtf..this aint food" :P
And the next line was what I thought :)
Hell, this aint food.This is life. Your's and someone's too.
^^^^ Nice!!
Awesome work :)
Cheers!
31 July 2008 at 00:18
Awww...Thanks..Seriously its even more special when it comes from you, Kushal :)
Changed the typo... :)
Well, we think alike what can I say?
Thank You !!!!
31 July 2008 at 00:21
Why is it so special when it comes from me? lol
I like how you write your poetry. Comes out naturally...isn't it? Atleast I feel so.
Yea old stuff in a new pack---> We think alike...Maybe we should... :|
Cheers!
31 July 2008 at 00:24
No comments :)
It means more bcas I admire the way you write...Take the compliment and blush...
31 July 2008 at 00:26
Awwww..yes I am blushing. And you know what special...cos its mutual..cos it comes from someone like you ;)
Now who's blushing? :P
31 July 2008 at 00:29
ME!
*Red cheeks*
31 July 2008 at 21:07
HEH...GOOD:-)
4 August 2008 at 17:27
nice
This aint me. I have to make this work.
Be more secure.Be less me.
Cry less. Think less. Trust more.
I wanted this. I want this.
4 August 2008 at 22:37
excellent poem! luved it..
5 August 2008 at 23:08
hey
tht was absolutely a good read ...but on a critical note i would like u, actually not only u but to evryone who is a poet and posts his/her creations shud explain a lil bout his poem as y he/she wrote it !!
i do it ..cz i want other's to understand wat all craps i was going through wen i wrote those poems !!
..
i hope u understand wat i mean and dun take it -vely !!!
cheers !!
5 August 2008 at 23:24
Thanks you all :)
@Peter..
I agree with you but sometime I like to leave to the reader's interpretation... Some poems of mine are specific like the one which is 2-3 posts below but some like this one, I feel can be about a variety of situations and by giving it meaning, you as a reader will see it from my perspective and not try to think from yours.... :D
7 August 2008 at 02:14
Need I comment ?
You are fabulous ... like the fresh breeze coming from the sea .... :)
13 August 2008 at 22:27
I read it two times.
Is it about a new life ?
Claps !
13 August 2008 at 23:26
Nice.. i liked the way u expressed ur feelings. In one way u remembering wht u r and in other way u trying to fight wht u arent.. life is not alwways the same. we have to change and accept it or life becomes hell to live in.
22 August 2008 at 15:12
nice way of expression in short sentences...!!!
:)
22 August 2008 at 23:23
i cant comment..u already hv 16 comments ..awesome :)
PS:
mine is..
http://bugsnerror.blogspot.com/
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