I love you

There you said it, albeit in jest but my heart did skip a beat. There you said it maybe just because it was April 1st but I felt maybe you meant it. Did you? Yeah I started thinking. There was conviction in what you said; maybe I just heard what I was dying to hear. But maybe just maybe you meant it when you said, “I love you.”

I know it has been really a short time we know each other but then it feels so special so nice so beautiful. I feel so comfortable around you like you get me. You understand me. Sometimes, I feel like you care the same way about me like I do about you. There is so much to say but no way how. I know no way. I have been hurt before and know you have been too. We joke about it. But we both know it how it feels to be hurt. That’s why I wonder if you are afraid it’s going to happen again. I wonder if love you are afraid to say so.

I wonder and wondering is all I do. I think too much, you say, now I agree. But in my defense, you think about me too. You have no idea what effect it has on me when you say you thought about me or that you dreamt about me. After those words, there is no need for anything else to be said. Irrespective of what goes wrong, those words always ring in my ears.

When I see your name flashing on my phone, I take no time in leaving everything I am doing to talk to you. Irrespective of what Im doing, your voice takes over me completely, making me forget the world I’m in. I hate that we can’t meet often. I hate that you have complete control over me.

I’m scared that when I say I love you, all you’ll say is Thank You !!!

Again fact or ficition???Im liking writing all this...Its FUN!!! But again from the heart as always :D

16 comments:

  Tina

1 April 2008 at 14:26

this is such a common feeling tht any man.woman goes thru..ny one can relate to it...But m not able able to understand if this happend to u or did u jus happen to post it...I saw a small disclaimer sorta thing toward the end of the post that made me ask this q to u

Cheers
Tee
keep postin

  Proneat

1 April 2008 at 14:40

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  Proneat

1 April 2008 at 14:44

Nice to hear these three words...if dey r frm the one we luv..
wud be a great beginning to a whole lot of love. nice post rashi!

  a new philosopher is born

1 April 2008 at 18:58

i love u does not mean i love u. it just means i love u. doesnt have to be romantic at all. anyways, again i will just leave a smile and wait to see how ur blog dvelops...

  Barathsingh

1 April 2008 at 21:10

Nice one!
But..i felt you cud ve expressd it more..i mean. not so touchy! may be...atlst it wud've been if you din mention this!!

Again fact or ficition???Im liking writing all this...Its FUN!!!

Anywayz
Cheerz

  suren

1 April 2008 at 21:55

fact or fiction ... still its good :)

  unpretentious_diva

1 April 2008 at 22:43

I wish that "You" mentioned may read it and recheck himself and say "I love you" again to you so that you may enjoy again!

  Homer Simpson!

2 April 2008 at 21:50

Jesssssssss Rash!
You really could ahve done without that fact or fiction thing...It was all in all a very good post until the last...Not taking away the goodness but still...

Cheers!

  kanika

3 April 2008 at 19:23

g8 yaar u r really fantastic writer and me 2 love to write on love ,emotions .....g8 post

  C R D

3 April 2008 at 19:55

ohh..ive been thru the phone phase too..i used to stare at my phone and long for the screen to flash a message or an incoming call. even if it wasnt ringing i used to feel that i heard it did.

lovely post.i think all of us can relate to it..

  Sid

3 April 2008 at 20:02

hey i like ur layout nd ur way of reprenting ur posts....its really gud...keep up

  Matangi Mawley

3 April 2008 at 21:07

sweet post!

  gunj

3 April 2008 at 22:08

great blog n an equally nice post! but i hope its fiction!

  Abhinav Viswambharan

5 April 2008 at 12:16

nice post... :)

  Vinayak

10 April 2008 at 22:48

it was a good fact
i loved to reading it
it was a lovely post
keep writing

  manorath

14 April 2008 at 19:23

hmm.. waitng for that YOU to read this post