This is what I wrote for WL..
Last I saw her, she was picking up the pieces to join herself back. "I won't be the same," she said to me, "I'll be new. Maybe better? Definitely something stronger!" She said with a smile oh-so-divine. She maybe safe in the harbour but her love lies in the tide, the same tide that destroyed her once. Sail away to your love, to your true calling.
After I wrote it, a lot of people asked me what it was was about. I tell here. This blog has seen me rant about a lot of stuff. Most significant events of my life have been converted into stories of fiction. I've been hurt (no, not in love) but at work. People I trusted misunderstood me. Maybe they never wanted to understand. I gave in and I broke down. It hurt tremendously that my efforts went in vain and some innocent kids that to pay the brunt of me giving up. But if I hadn't I would have lost myself. (This is the story of that time of my life. I gave it the time of a love story but it was my life)
I had lost strength. The ability to trust myself. It has been more than a year since. Now, I have gathered strength back. Now, I'm going back to my tide. Well, not to the same people who hurt me. Because I do have self respect. But I'm going back to work. I'm going back to my children. I'm going to now MAKE A DIFFERENCE.
3 comments:
19 March 2009 at 20:01
Congratulations! For finding ur strength! Actually a more apt word wrd wld b realizing coz it was always der!
The kids are lucky! And u hav chosen a noble way to MAD (Make a diff)! Wishing u luck wid everything! :)
19 March 2009 at 20:32
catching up with blogs now after a gap.. good to catch up with long lost urls..
i wanna get mad at people too :)
good one girl
19 March 2009 at 21:23
MAKING A DIFFERENCE??
Best of Luck to you ... Hope you come out victorious :)
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